Sunday 5 January 2014

fall in LOVE

Hard to tell if it's Passion or Love that haunts you in the middle of your sleep, tickles your brain through the day and a possession that never lets you go until it dies of age or you hide it deep within, finding a new one that you want to be chased by. This emotion is divine that keeps you alive - to fall in love again & again!

to fall in love with a place, ah! a pleasant emotion of what you liked which doesn't restrict itself to trees, wind & ocean. It stretches far beyond the reaches of imagination and what may temporarily make you feel "you fell in love with the place" may actually be that one thing in particular that churned the dream that was dreamt long long ago and the one which found its identity here at this place. Now think hard, was it the place that you fell in love with or did you camouflage your love with that place?

to fall in love with a thing, is actually not falling in love at all. You lack exact words & say, fell in love with that.... like the food you had at a diner, a car you saw or the ornament you brought.

to fall in love with a person, the hardest of emotions, the one where brain gives away to the heart too soon. You want to think it is eternal, never shall change and never shall you loose. With time, everything is tested & only those who nurtured it well shall have the roots strong enough for the emotion to grow as an oak, strong & no storm strong enough to bring it down.

falling in love has many contexts defined by various definitions at various stages of life. What was once a passion becomes a distant memory, a memory that you never want to remember reincarnates itself, a few falls in love are worth forgetting, some by choice and the rest by design. Every time you fell in love with something, there was clarity in love but the uncertainty prevailed on whether you would get it or loose it. No man wants to loose and hence the subconscious works its way silently allowing you to make the union of things surrounding that what you truly loved. This forbids the very thought of loosing and you believe it is true.

Love is a very specific emotion like the rainbow, you are never certain was it the white you fell in love with or was it the colors. This is a constant battle between the brain & the heart in which you choose not to loose either.

This post is an experience, a clarity of what I truly fell in love with and the way forward to sort things in the compartments of my brain and heart. Though uncertain of what now appears certain, for sure it's worth falling in love with!

1 comment:

  1. Very nicely put in words! Some things can not be understood until one falls into love with.

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